Why Not Christina?

So the whole Mariah/Nick thing have got me wondering.. Why is this nigga so lucky?
Mariah is a bad old lady.. and this dude has kept bad chicks on deck.. one word.. Milian..
Dip it low nigga? Ive always heard that behind every bad chick is a nigga tired of her bullshit.. shit, if a nigga can sheat on Halle Berry.. anyone can get cheated on.. I digress

But my thoughts are, is this nigga tryna come up? Does he have a CD on the way? Is this nigga gonna try to pull a Federline or better yet a Bobby Brown on that ass??
I hate to seem like a negative person.. but i wanna TiVo this and fast forward to the end.. I gotta see how this story is gonna end up.. Im thinkin its not gonna be good for Mariah.. prolly bc it cant get no worse for Nick forreal.. he aint really doin shit..

But forreal.. who meets at a video shoot and then gets married before the video even realeases? Where they do that at?
Then.. this dude get the ultimate thing to make you suck your teeth...

but why never with Christina... she was bad.. and prolly more fertile..
just my thoughts...


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The Fuck?

What Should I Cop This Summer?

So... summer time is bout to be crazy in the shoe game.. and since i aint gotta wait in line with the baby-mammies.. i think i might upgrade this summer... heres some options.. tell me what u can see me in..

Cubs Edition Fusions - June 16th


Olympic 6s - June 6th i think


Carmine 6's


White/Red 23s


Heres a shoe that i thought u might find interesting...
Hot pink Womens Nike OUTBREAKS.. not for me tho..

Baby-Mammies

So today is Saturday, May 10th.. just a regular day for some.. but for us in the shoe business, its JORDAN day.. and now jordan has made it worse for us and combined Jordans and Forces and named them FUSIONS... Now niggas is hooked to these like chicken...

So today was the release of some gurl fusion.. that were purple and red.. dont get me wrong.. these were some of the freshest fusions out.. and if i had a chick, i wouldda got them for her..

.. and they came all the way down to infant sizes.. so i knew it was gonna be jumpin.. Every since we got them in on wednesday.. i been bribed countlessly by people tryna get them early

So this morning, after i get to work.. i start some weekely paperwork in my office..and then my assistant comes to me like... "They deep out there..". I look at the security cam and i see them outside.. lookin like they tailgating.. sitting on the hoods of cars.. playin music loud.. laughing and giggling.. mind u.. its 9:30 am.. i shake my head at this time..

So i go to the front.. and open the gates as we do every morning.. and it feel like im in a fishbowl.. they staring... watching.. checkin the time.. im like damn.. you got 15 mins til we open sweetie... Its two of us versus about 25 of them.. including their babies.. that they thought needed to be up and out to get some fusions..

Maybe im too judgemental.. but damn.. is it that serious that u gotta come and get up early... and wake the baby from his sleep that he does need to come get some shoes thats u gonna say is old in 4 days.. that all these other people with their houseshoes and wrapped heads are gonna be wearin in a coupla hours...

So its 10.. i had to let them in.. they flock straight back to the shoe wall yellin out numbers of shoe sizes.. like i can remember 8 different size and color combos from 3 different people.. sorry.. im not that sweet yet.. Im sayin.. like there were people waitin in line for jordans that they didnt even kno about.. they didnt even kno what color came out.. they just knew that some were comin out.. and they and they baby needed them.. Im back tryna service everyone... and my nose catches a smell.. an unpleasant smell.. mannnnn... someones baby was shitty as fuck.. thats when i got upset... so u gonna wake the baby.. and not even wash his ass.. but he gonna be fresh with these fusions.. the logic of all this is fucked up to me..

This is also when i tried to put myself in the situation.. wasnt no babydaddies out here.. so it was about 10 niggas babymommas being represented this morning.. what if that was my shitty baby? How mad would i be? Mad as fuck.. We would def got into an arguement.. its never that serious... these young moms be on some other...

Let us pray..
Please Lord... when u send someone in my life to carry on the O'Neal name and take care of my seed.. please give her a sound, logically mind that knows that sleep is more important that forces... that breakfast is more important that jordans.. that a clean behind is more important than fusions.. .please Lord i try not to ask for much.. but please dont let me have to go off on one of your children b/c of their love for Jordans..
In your Name I pray..
Amen..
DJDURL

Takes Me Back

Me being the music man that i am, theres always always always music playin all the time during my life. So while i was here thinkin of someone.. a song popped in my head... so i go to my windows media players and type in "Bobby V" and it brings up his "Special Occasion" cd.. If we spoke on the phn during this past summer (summer of 07) or if u dropped by the apt in barringtons.. u heard bobby valentino cd on repeat heavily.. So i click on track 6 (If I Had My Way) and its like i had a gotdamn quantum leap and i was layin on my bed in 560 Q staring at the brick walls.. just in a daze.. This song was one that had deep meaning with me and one of my bestfriends.. she was goin thru her sitaution with another dude was messing her heart and mind up.. and it used to hurt me.. i used to tell her.. "If i had my way.. i would make things all better."

We used to go out to eat and track 6 and 7 (How Bout It)were always on repeat.. she always said these were our songs.. It so crazy how i play these songs today.. may 9th and it feel like its June 20th or something.. Its such a crazy thing how a song can take u so far out of where u actually are to a mental trip to where u were when u first heard the song.. or how u were feeling when u first heard the song.. or who u were sing the song to when u would sing it.. cuz i kno everytime i sang track 7 i was singing to her.. Today it got to a point where i stopped typin this bc i just wasnt mentally here right now.. i was in the car, taking the back way to Olive Garden and just lost in the moment with my bestfriend... shits crazy...

Summer of 07 was full of songs that will take me out of my present mind state.. "Crank Dat Soulja Boy", "Umbrella", "Wipe Me Down" and "Nigga Wit Money" to name a few... But another one that aint never leaving my thoughts is "Shawty" by Plies.. Whoooaaa.. this was "our" shit right their.. me and my summer love still think of each other when that comes on.. that song was us word for word... its so funny how music is soo controlling over thougths and emotions.. If your reading this.. you are def close to me.. so tell me what is a song that u can relate to us.. whats our song? what song would u play for me? what song would u want me to play for u?

Lovers and bestFriends

Started on May9th:
In our constant search for the right one... how do we kno the one when we see it? We all have our own list of what our nearest to perfect match would be.. right? I kno i do and damn near always have.. i have the ones that i have as interest.. and ones that i just want around my life to help and coach and see me grow... the two i seperate as "Lovers" and "Bestfriends". Both of the two i always wanna be around.. Ive always been more cool with women more than men.. so ive always had a few bestfriends on deck since middle school.. The main thing that was the difference was the Lovers were the ones that i was more emotionally and physically involved with..

Bestfriends, were the ones who kept me mentally intrigued, most are the real smart girls who usually care the most about me.. my bestfriends are really territorial.. they genuinely care for me from the inside out.. they care about how im feeling today.. how my family is.. when we gonna kick it and get drunk.. all the good things..

The lovers are usually the ones i get blinded by infactuation with.. not always the best for me but i never see it bc they show me that lil bit of attention that my bestfriends dont.. b/c these gurls are attracted to me.. bestfriend isnt.. she just loves me.. the lover wants me.. sometimes u want to be wanted.. and thats what kept me there.. blinded by that i constantly got my feelings hurt.. which is when my bestfriends put the pieces back together and bring me back up to the level i need to be...

Bestfriend is always the one tellin you.. "she aint shit.. she just like u cuz u DJ DURL, i love Darrell, she dont even kno the real you"... then i hit her with the beatbox and tell her she trippin.. cuz remember.. im blinded.. cuz this gurl fits what i want in a chick:

Attractive, Attentive to me, Understands me, is honest with me, and is about something..

Or so i thought.. when them true colors show.. my bestfriend is always there for me.. telling me i told u so, and telling me how much she hate that bitch and that she better not see her on the streets... yadda yadda.. soundin like my crazy ass sister.. but with all of this knowledge of what is good for me.. why isnt the bestfriend the one?? why is the bestfriend being unnoticed as the X-factor that makes things better.. not sayin a chick will ever make me better.. but it would be a plus to have one in the equation.. feel me?



These thoughts have been in my thoughts lately.. i have a few bestfriends.. all of which i love very much.. all have been there for me at different times in my life and have been like a backbrace.. and keepin my head up like i got a nose bleed or something. My bestfriends give me all the confidence and swag that makes me who i am forreal.. my BFs tell me how much of a good person i am and how stupid chix are for not seeing it and keepin it.. wouldnt they be in the same catergory? I feel as if im rambling.. but I think my bestfriends are the prototypes of some of the strongest women i know.. all have had their struggle with the wrong men and are now on the right path and keepin it moving.. they are taking care of themselves and their babies if they have one.. they are not ur typical Dayton chix.. these chix are what i want in a woman...



Hence the situation, when is it ok to like your bestfriend? I mean you already love them, you already know them and their fam, you already know their favorite color, drink, meal and how they want their wedding to be... so why not?? Whats holding you both back? You two are so close, why not be close? you dont want no one to hurt the other, and you know that you wouldn't, so why not? What is the potential harm in "connecting" with your bestfriend? Why cant that just be a better friend, better than you ever thought? Do act like you never looked at her when she bends over... Dont act like you do look at him when he's driving and your in the passenger seat... Dont act like you do say "who is that bitch?" when some chick comes and gives him a hug when yall both out together as "bestfriends". "Bestfriends", is this your "just in case" person, is this who you finally choose when you are too lonely, and not getting the looks like you use too? Is this the person that you "might as well" mess with? Think of your opposite sex bestfriend, how would you feel if you asked them how they about you... and they say "I liked you from the begining.."? Would that scare you? would you be ashamed bc now you ex would tell you, "I told you so". Because... who really trusts their partners bestfriend of the opposite sex? I wouldnt. Would you embark on that? Would this mess up all that you built? or will this be the cherry on the top? A lot of questions right?

Thinking of all of this, what if you do explain how much you do love and like your bestfriend, and they actually feel the same... what do you do next? You can't call them bestfriend no more can you? Aint nothing that will take away a sexy moment than being called "Bestfriend" instead of your real name.. Are you losing a bestfriend while gaining a companion? Who do you tell your personal problems to now, you would usually tell them about your daily problems, problems with the opposite sex and etc. You can't do that no more?? What if things dont work? Yall just supposed to act like this never happened? You cant do that

With all of these words... statements.. and questions.. what would you do? Dive in and say fuck it? Or say hell nah? Let me know..

Some Songs You Might Want

Fresh new song from Nelly.. fitting for Deveroes.. esp with all these fusions coming out..
NELLY FT JD & CIARA - STEP ON MY JAYS
http://www.zshare.net/audio/11751280fea0e041/

Jeezy got another hit produced by Dumma Boy.. same producer as Rick Ross' Money Make Me Cum... this one got him rippin and Kanye usin the Tpain/ Roget Troutman voice..
JEEZY FT KANYE - I PUT ON
http://www.zshare.net/audio/11446316b49d1967/

While we on music.. you kno i got a dummy amount of mixtapes availible and on the way... Im workin with the URBAN GORILLA DJs and we bout to try to get things jumpin this way.. they have their on radio show that already plays my mixes every wednesday... So all i need is all the support that yall can give.. If u got some mixes.. play them for everyone, burn them, speak on me.. whateva.. i need all that.. im tryna make the next steps...
I appreciate all of the support thusfar..
www.myspace.com/darrellakadj
www.myspace.com/urbangorilladjs

Falling hurts..

So i observe, watch and learn from others..
I see everyone around me falling in and out of love. This is a cycle that i see some people goin thru wayyy too often and some people that i dont see go thru enough. For example, we all kno someone who we are cool with, that every few weeks or months has someone who is just "sooo great, understands me, makes me smile and does all the things i like". Then days later.. they hate them or act as if it was a phase they were going thru.. Then we have those who never seem to experience love from other than one person who does nothin but shit on them. Both of which arent healthy..
What do we do for or what do we say to both of these people? If we are one of these people, do we even recognize it. I think im one of the two.. and i want to break that cycle.. but how do i/you? When u want soo much that one thing that you want, does what others say really matter? Should it? ::shruggs::
I got friends goin thru this all the time.. some you get tired of the samething when u see no change.. or progression.. Others, you want so much better for them that u keep tryin.. sometimes more than they do...
What do u do at this point? I dont have the right answers... shitm when was the last time you saw me in a healthy, long lasting, loving relationship? right. But i see these things from both sides.. i see my friends stuck in the cycle..and i see myself liking and then losing interest or liking and not gettin my feelings getting sent back the same..

Just a thought

My 1st Blog...

Welcome..
I've been thinking for a while about making a blog.. but i wondered.. who would read? who would care?
So i decided that i was enough to make a blog.. i can use this to express and reflect. I can use this as a diary of sorts or just something to show everyone the things i see and think in my everyday life.
My life is somewhat interesting 80% of the time.. So when i think life is interesting enough, i will blog about it.. feel me?

So my first blog will have to some type of purpose... so this one will share the video that im sure most of you have seen of Ryan Leslie playing the piano to Lollipop..
Man.. Im not really a fan of RLes so i overlooked the video the first couple times I seen it.. but i decided to watch it.. and i was like DAMNN.. this nigga got that off..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gT7tjt9aFL4&feature=user

this is the link for it.. it made me like the song all over again.. i wish i had this for my mixtapes.. this is crazy tho...


While your here.. ill let you kno what ill be blogging about:
Fashion - I mean.. i live in a clothing store.. of course ima talk about
Music - Music reviews.. what u should listenin to.. and music news
Life - Mostly my life or things that might help your life.
Women- A lot of my thoughts are about this subject.. so why not speak on it?
My mixtpaes- Of course

and im sure whatever my heart leads me to speak on, i will do so also..